and I am not referring to the physical feeling. I love the way I smile when I think of him. I am infatuated. No doubt. But, I am not one to follow rules of love or dating. I like him and will let him know.
You don't refrain from riding a bicycle because of the fear of falling off. I want to ride along and see if I hit a bump or not. Preferrably not.
I feel happy texting him, calling him, seeing him and he hasn't ever given me a reason not to. Therefore, I shall continue as though I am in love with him until I actually am.